It's been like such a long time since i blogged. Haha.

Anyway, been busy working and stuffs.
Enjoyed my 17th birthday though.
With my usual click(:
I've got presents surprisingly this year! Hah!
Lots of unhappy happenings going on.
I still got over them.
And wawa is out of db! Cool.
He contacted me and had a good chat somehow.
Plus i've finally got my new phone. Hah~
ICE CREAM PHONE(:
Looks like i'm heading boat quay everynight.
Even when i'm not working.

Okay la, actually was down for someone else.
To see only(:
Cause i still can't forget someone else.
And i don't intend to get a new boyfriend though.

And kind of got separated with sebas and co.
Because of work! Fuck.

I miss him.
I miss girlfriend.
I miss jesslyn.
I miss buddy rodney.
I miss tons and tons of people!

Alrights. I'm getting so bored at home.
Didn't really have enough rest):
Basically , last night was a busy night.
drank all these.
3guys ask for my number. 2 of them jio me
for second rounds._|_
And i keep hearing my names all the time.
Working with peiling tonight. LOL.
We got to reflect on ourseleves uh! Cannot
continue drink like that! Haha!

So now i'm like preparing to go to work soon.
And sebas is damn noisy la!
Disturbing me in facebook and Msn. _|_
Okay, so yesterday took off day.
Reach home from wilson's house. Hangover-.-
Went out with junyang to town(:
Plan to catch a movie and swensens , in the end too late!
Walk over to far east, eat & stuffs. Slack like a dick. LOL.

*SECRET. That's all(:

Somethings can never turn back when you missed it.
No matter how hard you tried.( Is it true?) LOL.

Drunk yesterday.
Ended up in wilson's house.
Later i realised it's junyang who rush down.
I couldn't really remember what happen last night.
Vaguely remember some patches only.

Please. Stop it. I don't want you to do everything for
me so unwilling. The more i feel hurt when i feel
that you're doing it so forceful.
I know how much effort you took to takecare of me
last night. No one did so much for me.
But maybe you shouldn't be the one.
Because deep down inside your heart , we'll never end up tgt.
Should i listen to you , or go back to my life?
Are you even worth it for me to change for you.

Seeing the one you love,
doing things for someone they love but not you,
is a torture.
Worst for the unhappy parts. Seeing him cry,
getting upset, feeling mixed up for another 'her'.
Would anyone be happy to see that?
Not being able to help him , and sacrificing yourself.
It's pains the heart of people.

And it hurts me a hundred, a thousand times more.

I once ask you don't go. You didn't do so.

Working tonight again.
It's a good thing for me actually. Lol.
Forget about the unhappy stuffs & work for more money.
Yesterday, i just couldn't get hold of myself.
My mind just couldn't rest.
I believe in myself i can do it tonight.
I won't be bothered with it. I'll try my very best.(:

I don't want your gulity. Just go get what you want.

Yesterday went to trac's chalet. His 21th birthday=).
Dramas happening.
Drunkens all around.
Pukes everywhere.
Cakes smashing throw-and-run.
Crying & wailing.
Running around bare-footed?!

Ya, and i was chasing jesslyn around like a dick.
without having the time to slip on my flats-.-
Almost all the girls went gone case.
Except me and peiling. Know some new friends there
with same comman interest! Cool ya?
Stayed over till morning and than took a cab home.
Free ride baby! Need to work tonight. sigh.
The thought of working now makes me sick.

Don't go.

Crying has become everyday's routine again.

I would've give up before you did.
I hate to bear , but i had this feeling you're gonna return to her.
You said ,
"What about being friends?" is enough to answer everything.

Stress stress stress.

I don't want it to happen to me always.
I thought it's different this time.
Remember how i cried at the playground?
I doubt so.

I'm going sentosa!
Maybe tmr morning or thursday=)
Anyone wanna join?

I ain't suitable for you.

Being piss-ed off early morning man.
But it's nothing now=/.
Anyway , just thought of something.
Sometimes talking junyang is such a headache.
when you're telling him about 'apple' , he answer you 'pear'
You guys get what i'm trying to say?
And please stop playing your FUCKING DOTA GAME! _|_.

Humans are the hardest creature to understand.
Just like you.

Deleted all my post. Change my blog's link too.
Anyway, sorted out my MSN and everything=/.

Still pondering weather to go down amk find fabian & co.
Girlfriend called said she was coming over so i guess i'll
just wait for her to come and go , aftermath down to amk.
Worst , when i was calling junyang to inform him.
First call , no answer.
Followed by second , kup. -.-
And the thrid , OFF-ED.
Jesslyn was telling me if it's low battery. I doubt so.

Anyway, off i go=)